crying :'(

hey, assalamualaikum , firstly, benda yg aku nak cite ni, mmg menyakitkan, sedih sgt :'( . now, aku ngn N dah tak rapat and sweet mcm dulu, dia lain sgt, tak layan aku, busy, and more. aku byk sedih sbb dia. hmm, kenapalah nasib aku asek mcm ni je, tak pernah dpt bf yg perfect, asek aku je yg sengsara. aku teringin nk couple mcm org lain, lama2 je. malam ni, aku sdih sgt cuz dia buat aku mcm ni. then, when i expressed my feelings to him, about his behaviour, he was like, err! and he will win , and i would be lost and lost! aku tak tahu dah jadi apa dgn hubungan kitorg, dah mcm apatah. sumpah, aku sedih dgn perangai kau biy, aku dah tak larat nak ckp byk, hmm, kalau dah tak suka aku, let me go :'(